Sunday, March 14, 2010

Untargeted Live

I cannot explain it why but lately that is my feeling....Life is lost their attraction for me. For a moment I thought maybe because I lost my grandma on the last of February ( may Her rest in peace there...Aminnnnnn)....but it is almost mid March but still I feel it. It is quite change me because I used to be having a positive attitude in every situation and now, I like to be angry and cynical to everyone and I don't like it at all.

Gathering with my closed friends reduced the tension but It was not enough. Hmmm....still looking for the way to solve the problem.......

And it is getting worse when I compared my life to all my friends.......It looks like I'm fail.....Ya Allah...I never did this before....I always be grateful of everything I have and had.......maybe I need a break or holiday?

I hope it will better soon....

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